Ok... What the hell is happening with me? Just some months ago I were that freak girl that you don´t know at all. That girl would never know many people, smile many times , get drunk and just act normally.... Well, everything has it end.
How about talking about my use of alcohol? Only at 17 I first tried beer. And to tell you the true I didn´t like it at all... it had a terrible taste and was just awful. The second time I drunk were at a friend´s party. I still was well... The only "drunk" stuff I did was getting out of the party without my shoes because the were too tight lol. After this two experiences I went to hight school. There I drunk maaaaaany alcohol, but still I always remembered everything!
But there was one week I went to a boy´s house (jonny) to make a group work of anatomy with another girl (suzi). As at a usual work, we didn´t make anything at all. We simply divided the work, lunched (me and suzi just ate lettuce :P), watched some movies (me and suzi layed on jonny while being on the sofa- lucky jonny :P), and thought about going to suzi´s house to have dinner (the time passed really quickly), I said I would go, but I needed to go home to speak with my parents on skype because they wanted to speak with me every night :( .... Anyway, we went to my house (it´s a residence, so no boys are allowed officially in my room...), I spoke to my parents, and we wanted to get out of there, but then we were caught by the guard witch probably fought about something like an orgy... It was really embarrassing, but I explained the situation, said I didn´t know about that rule (what a nagle lie xD), and we got out of there.. I just hope that guy doesn´t remember me...
So we bought something to drink (sangria, gin and vodka), went to suzi´s house, and we had dinner (tattie, suzie´s roommate were there too. At 1 am. our godmother (this is a hierarchy of the school... anyway, she is superior to us, so we must respect her and what she says), called us and told us to go say goodbye to our grandparents (they are the godfathers of our godfathers). We said no because it was too far away from home. So our godmother found someone that was the less drunk and could take us there... This person were our godfather bruno. He drunk a lot, but could drive.. strange, isn´t it?
Anyway, we took our "sweet, good, water" with us and get in the car. When we arrived there, I told we have gin. So we drunk all the bottle write next to the parked car. I already couldn´t walk very well, so I told suzi to take care of me, ant to walk I asked jonny to help. so he put a arm across me and we walked to the restaurant meet our grandparents.
Next think I remember is that I was kissing Jonny (uau, naughty me :P), ant I was kissing write in front of all my superiors... it made some consequences (freshman are not allowed to kiss or fuck), but, anyway, I told suzi that we need to go home. We started walking. I dont´t remember anything after. I just know I woke up on a sofa next to suzi, tattie was in the other sofa. The boys (bruno and jonny) were in separated beds in other rooms. So I went there to wake up them. we went to the living room and just stayed there.
On one sofa there were tattie and jonny making out, and other sofa there were suzi, me and bruno (in this order). Then suzi told me the rest of the night: While jonny went peeing (about 2 minutes) I started making out with bruno.... Oh, and I marked them bought: jonny has a bruise on his lower lip; bruno has a wound on his upper lip.. I think it means that I´m some kind of gross... I mean, yeah, I do like to do a little bite on the lip while kissing, but for god sake!! to do this injuries??
Anyway, on our sofa, I starded to make a massage to suzy, while bruno made a massage to me.. but.. I think it wasn´t simply that because at some time he started to massage my tommy (he was behind me and we were laying down on the sofa.. just to make you understand the situation ;) ), well. while he were massaging it, he really exited me... so I started to move a little bit.. I were like chafing at that place... ant he liked it for shure, because if he wouldn´t like it, then he wouldn´t do it soooo many time xD
Well, I had some opportunities to make out with him again (that would be fair because none of us remember how we kissed.. I just remember saying he tasted really sweet :P), he looked at me like he really wouldn´t mind to, but I cut off all that times... He was one of that boys that could kiss anyone he wanted, so I wanted to cut off that reality!
After a couple of hours bruno gave me a ride home.. but I was so much nervous (my parent phoned me several times!!), that I din´t even thank him... Maybe that´s why from that time he speaks so bad to me (we met some time after)... Well, no that kind of really bad, but he made many stupid jokes... some of them really hurt.. but everyone around said he was just kidding, so I laugh, even-thought I wanted to simply go home and cry.. why can´t some people simply understand that they can hurt me?
To avoid this asshole I simply tried to forget him... No good results until now... Hope I will get better, because until now it had always result, it must result now too, write???
How about talking about my use of alcohol? Only at 17 I first tried beer. And to tell you the true I didn´t like it at all... it had a terrible taste and was just awful. The second time I drunk were at a friend´s party. I still was well... The only "drunk" stuff I did was getting out of the party without my shoes because the were too tight lol. After this two experiences I went to hight school. There I drunk maaaaaany alcohol, but still I always remembered everything!
But there was one week I went to a boy´s house (jonny) to make a group work of anatomy with another girl (suzi). As at a usual work, we didn´t make anything at all. We simply divided the work, lunched (me and suzi just ate lettuce :P), watched some movies (me and suzi layed on jonny while being on the sofa- lucky jonny :P), and thought about going to suzi´s house to have dinner (the time passed really quickly), I said I would go, but I needed to go home to speak with my parents on skype because they wanted to speak with me every night :( .... Anyway, we went to my house (it´s a residence, so no boys are allowed officially in my room...), I spoke to my parents, and we wanted to get out of there, but then we were caught by the guard witch probably fought about something like an orgy... It was really embarrassing, but I explained the situation, said I didn´t know about that rule (what a nagle lie xD), and we got out of there.. I just hope that guy doesn´t remember me...
So we bought something to drink (sangria, gin and vodka), went to suzi´s house, and we had dinner (tattie, suzie´s roommate were there too. At 1 am. our godmother (this is a hierarchy of the school... anyway, she is superior to us, so we must respect her and what she says), called us and told us to go say goodbye to our grandparents (they are the godfathers of our godfathers). We said no because it was too far away from home. So our godmother found someone that was the less drunk and could take us there... This person were our godfather bruno. He drunk a lot, but could drive.. strange, isn´t it?
Anyway, we took our "sweet, good, water" with us and get in the car. When we arrived there, I told we have gin. So we drunk all the bottle write next to the parked car. I already couldn´t walk very well, so I told suzi to take care of me, ant to walk I asked jonny to help. so he put a arm across me and we walked to the restaurant meet our grandparents.
Next think I remember is that I was kissing Jonny (uau, naughty me :P), ant I was kissing write in front of all my superiors... it made some consequences (freshman are not allowed to kiss or fuck), but, anyway, I told suzi that we need to go home. We started walking. I dont´t remember anything after. I just know I woke up on a sofa next to suzi, tattie was in the other sofa. The boys (bruno and jonny) were in separated beds in other rooms. So I went there to wake up them. we went to the living room and just stayed there.
On one sofa there were tattie and jonny making out, and other sofa there were suzi, me and bruno (in this order). Then suzi told me the rest of the night: While jonny went peeing (about 2 minutes) I started making out with bruno.... Oh, and I marked them bought: jonny has a bruise on his lower lip; bruno has a wound on his upper lip.. I think it means that I´m some kind of gross... I mean, yeah, I do like to do a little bite on the lip while kissing, but for god sake!! to do this injuries??
Anyway, on our sofa, I starded to make a massage to suzy, while bruno made a massage to me.. but.. I think it wasn´t simply that because at some time he started to massage my tommy (he was behind me and we were laying down on the sofa.. just to make you understand the situation ;) ), well. while he were massaging it, he really exited me... so I started to move a little bit.. I were like chafing at that place... ant he liked it for shure, because if he wouldn´t like it, then he wouldn´t do it soooo many time xD
Well, I had some opportunities to make out with him again (that would be fair because none of us remember how we kissed.. I just remember saying he tasted really sweet :P), he looked at me like he really wouldn´t mind to, but I cut off all that times... He was one of that boys that could kiss anyone he wanted, so I wanted to cut off that reality!
After a couple of hours bruno gave me a ride home.. but I was so much nervous (my parent phoned me several times!!), that I din´t even thank him... Maybe that´s why from that time he speaks so bad to me (we met some time after)... Well, no that kind of really bad, but he made many stupid jokes... some of them really hurt.. but everyone around said he was just kidding, so I laugh, even-thought I wanted to simply go home and cry.. why can´t some people simply understand that they can hurt me?
To avoid this asshole I simply tried to forget him... No good results until now... Hope I will get better, because until now it had always result, it must result now too, write???
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