I miss so much some people in my life.. need them so much... I like old friend, because they are the ones that really get me.. As for example, I have a friend of mine called Nastya that I like very much, but if I try to hide something from her, she´ll know it! So if I´ll have amnesia some day, I´m absolutely sure she´ll be able to tell me absolutely everything about me, including the stuff that even I would´nt know... I remember that every time I´ve tried to lie or to hide some information, she could see it at that exact moment.. She reads me just like an opened book. that is very scary, because everyone has it´s secrets.. some secrets that you simply ca´nt tell no one..

My secrets may seem triviay not make any sense to me.. and this is normal, because the dimension you see about these things depends on what you came trough, of your experience, of your lost, your achievement.. It depends on so many things.. but the most difficult is to understand the dimension of the other persons feeling... That is really difficult, and thats why many people just pretend to understand, just to make the other person think they are not alone, that there is someone else in the world that think the way you do... But the true is that if you really want to be understood and to feel really beloved and to feel that somebody really needs you, then get a good friend, because good friend will never cheat on you, forget you or just get new friends.. The real friends will always find time for you, to listen to you and they will always be with you, even if they are 150km away from you.